i push my fingers into my eyes...: March 2005

:::burn it down:::

Drank so much last night
I think that I drowned
But now my cup is empty
No one has seen my will around
Now my heart is aching
Sometimes I fall asleep for days
but my bed is empty
I know I’m too set in my ways
Tell ‘em all I’m Okay

So burn it down
Discover the dusk
of your day has reached it’s dawn
So burn it down
remember to find a new way
to carry on

Flew so high last night
I think that I fell
to the ground so heavy
Woke up to find this living hell
It used to be so easy
Hard to tell my nights
now from my days
The curtains hide my feelings
Don’t feel I have any right to pray
And will they find me someday
Someday

So burn it down
Discover the dusk
of your day has reached it’s dawn
So burn it down
remember to find a new way
to carry on
So burn it down
Discover the dusk
of your day has reached it’s dawn
So burn it down
remember to find a new way
to carry on

And whatever takes us away
Will be the same to drive us on
And whatever takes us away
will be the same to drive us on
Remember to find a new way
A way to see it all
It’s finally slipping away
Soon it will be gone
Remember to find a new day
Remember to carry on

an unfortunate event

people die everyday...

but its not everyday someone you know just goes poof from the world...

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its sad to think that the people you know, the people you've shook hands, played games, eaten food with, will just leave this world and leave you wondering why they went...

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God's great plan...sure...

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it's all part of the system...sure...

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somebody i knew died recently...and to think that i saw her a couple of weeks before...we're not close, mind you...but i knew her for a significant amount of time and i am saddened with her passing...

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i am sorry these things have to happen...but everybody's gotta die sometime...everybody's going to have their time to go...

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i just hope i live to see what my purpose is...

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