unknown...

the script's done...

next one's under way...

haay...

i am older...

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master tremonti...an underrated musician...

i idolize the man...too bad i'll never be like him...

for all i got...is all i have...

older...

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10 hours away from another start of another year with another set goals that will never be accomplished, never be realized...

life's a bitch when you at it...just when you're getting on to something...that something goes so far away...away...away...fuck...

one zero one zero one...the language of the blind...the dumb...the idiotic mob that seizes the smouldering mass of political assholes roaming the country...

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now, i'm allowed to curse...yipey ka yayey...

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cocksucker...yeah, you heard me right, dipshit...i'm talkin' to you, you slime bag, meat eating, fuck...i'm getting older and i want you to know that you're nothing but a lying piece of shit, walking around in a body that will rot eventually...

fuck you...i'm 18...

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the rain stopped at around 12 am...i didn't care, i was half asleep anyway...done watching reruns of crappy reality shows with insipid prizes of love and the like...

love or a million bucks...the answer is so economical...so baduy, if you will...

love for your heart...the million for your pocket...love never dies but the million will eventually be dwindled into nothingness...

so pick love, and enjoy working for the million the rest of your natural life...

fuck off...what do you know...

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in a few minutes, i'm going to be programming again...again...and again...

i've lost the taste for these languages that i will never understand...printf, scanf, rand(), whatever...who cares?

i'll probably get a dead end desk job when i graduate anyway...either that or i release my brilliant compilation of poems or songs or my novel that will never be done...

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textcolor(RED);
getch(); the fuck outta my printf("face"); cprintf("asshole");

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life is too short to waste on a bunch of numbers and codes...

quote of the day when the world ended but didn't really anyway so it just goes to show you how much bullshit we allow ourselves to get sucked into...

"what we stand for is all our souls' worth...and all our souls' worth is everything..."

::limping::

the ust e-leap server is down...hell, i knew it...they've been hacked by terrorists...

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one week is left before all goes back to the way it was before the beginning of the timeline...the only music i shall hear thereafter will be music from other people's mouths, instruments, and records...damn, i need to record that 8-track album...dammit, it's raining

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how can a man fly if he has no wings
how can a chicken run without feet
how can a person be so connivingly evil
how can one play music without soul

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fuck you...i'm turning 18...

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asterisk, asterisk, llama, llama, duck...go to hell mother fucker...its time to pay the piper...llama, llama, duck...

*-()-()-()-*

the rain she pours...

iCs logo

ICS logo...an activity...it'll probably get something like an 85 or something...


basura...


there was a gig last night..i didn't tell my mom...yehey...

i played with ester, mar, and jeff...played out you're a god, mata, the carnival song, and you oughta know...

i'm into negotiations to record a cd next week so we can release it on the july 5 gig at gasoline alley...which coincidentally is my last gig with any band for the remainder of my natural life...

that's probably an exaggeration but hey...keep your fingers crossed...