i push my fingers into my eyes...

this is fun the part...whatever begins must end...but while the end is still a mystery...now becomes history...with each passing second...we come closer to death...to our ultimate demise...our meeting with our maker...but until that moment...of absolute clarity...when the reasons of our existence...suddenly become imminent...life is here...time evolves...love flourishes...God blesses...I live...

Thursday, October 06, 2005

:::there is a dim reality facing me today:::

i smile even though i know now that i shouldn't be smiling...

dammit...my head hurts...

its cold inside the laboratory...

its colder inside our broken down refrigerator...

there's going to be a barrage of tests next week...

dammit...my head will hurt even more...

there's a chill down my spine...

its cold...

the sun is not shining...

this isn't funny anymore...

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